我想念你的体温

其实我们没有爱情的基础

可能只是瞬间的暧昧

但在这瞬间里

你却让我心乱如麻

在每次的触碰

我都很享受你的体温

多想你的肩膀是属于我的

请原谅我有时对你伪装的冷漠

不是因为不想理你

而是在等着你的主动

但我明白

太多的主动

也会让你觉得累

其实我并不是你想像那么勇敢

多想让你保护

能在你怀里得到安全感

让我放下所有防备

像个孩子一樣

单纯的把爱情放在你心上

现在我多想让你知道

我也需要一个肩膀来依靠

我认真的听了你告诉我的事情

若真的发生了

我也应该退出

但事实上我从来没有进入过你的世界

是我不能给你要的幸福

这已经足够成为你要离开的理由

我是有多么不愿意 

把你交给别人

但嘴上却要倔强说着

祝福你们快乐

我很喜欢你对我好

一切都迁就我

但是我真的很害怕

我害怕到最后我想要的更多

因为现在我们只是朋友的关系


我真的会舍不得那些回忆

一切一切关于你的回忆
我想念你的体温

26/7/2011

Last Sunday (24/7/2011) I went to Subang to find my friends

Then 4 of us go to Sunway lepak2

We watched Harry Potter

But I don't know why I tertidur during this show~LOL

After that, we ternampak a Malaysia local chinese actress *ermmmmmm~don't want comment too much~LOL*

After that we went to dinner at a quite-high-class mamak stall

But they didn't serve nasi goreng kambing, I pun tak tau kenapa =.=

Then 2 of my friends said they tired for walking whole day and want balik *apa lah ni, tarak stamina langsung..go exercise pls =P*

Tinggal I and I punya lagi 1 friend

Then he pun ajak me go to his room and do something-that-cannot-tell ;)

After that he ask me teman him go Subang Parade to see something

Around 10.00p.m. like that he ask me follow him back to his room and do something-that-cannot-tell again ;)

After finish the something-that-cannot-tell,

He pun teman me until I safely masuk into the KTM station coz he scare I kena culik ;)

Thanks, I'm quite happy ;)

Eventhough that time I superb don't want go back home and he knows why

But I terpaksa balik juga coz I didn't bring any of my daily products =(

Yesterday I finally can't stand with my hair coz its long and frizzy kat belakang

I pun go cut and re-dye again

At the first I very scare I can't accept the colour coz the hairstylist gave me a quite bright colour

But at the end, quite ok with the colour ;)

But quite not ok with the length of my hair coz she cut it too much =(

I don't want post picture here coz I'm fatter recently and makes me so ugly T_T

OYS wants to say something

Maybe some of u already know or think that I'm super duper mata duitan

Yes, I am...........BUT I'm not as mata duitan as I show

Even though I always say that I want to find a super duper rich person

But in reality, as long as the person care me, sayang me, love me

Money is not really that big in my eyes..cukup pakai sudah la ;)

Saw this little mice at pool center ;)

22.7.2011

Yesterday I also don't know what I do until 2.30a.m. only sleep

Today alarm set 7.00a.m. but unfortunately the alarm rang until 7.45a.m. only I wake up =.=

After that rush like hell preparing myself go college

In the train I felt so sleepy, in college I lagilah felt sleepy

I think I slept about 20 minutes during law class? LOL

After finish class direct go back buy nasi eat coz I hungry until no energy walk

Then watch drama awhile direct go sleep

Set alarm 5.30p.m. wake up coz want go jogging

But failed, I wake up and off the alarm then continue sleep

Suddenly someone called me wake up go Rawang there do something

I like very tak sudi wake up and ikut dia pergi

In the car I terlisten to 爱上你 sang by By2

I don't know why the fuck I cried

爱上你 不需要理由 你到底懂不懂
可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受
噢~爱让我 想起你的时候 泪禁不住滑落
可惜你永远都不会懂

20/7/2011

Today I'm so tired

Why I tired?

Yesterday after I finish work, my friend go Times Square fetch me go yum cha

Minum until very late only reach home

But after reach home I feel like want go out again

Then I surf net awhile, thinking that let me relax awhile only go bath

After that my pinggang very tired, I pun go katil sana baring awhile

Mana tau I tertidur =.=

Masa tu I still wearing my little sweet purple lens+make up on

Then around 3a.m. like that I terjaga

My eyes was so dry but luckily I can take out my lens easily ;)

Then I pun go mandi wangi2 bersih2 ;)

After mandi I also don't know what I do until 5a.m. plus only go sleep

10.30a.m. I wake up, then only I realise that I got work still belum do

Then I pun rush like hell do it but unfortunately I can't able to finish it =(

Seriously, recently I'm very tired

I need a shoulder  =(

18/7/2011

My blog is died ;(

Recently I'm so busy and no time to update this blog

Why I so busy leh?

Busy study, busy working, busy lepak-ing, busy see ang moh (ang moh=mat salleh) XD

But start from today I will try my best to update as frequent as I can

All my readers come back pls ;)

Yesterday I'm quite happy coz I go Pavilion to see ang moh

Masa I duduk sana alone untuk rest

Suddenly 1 ang moh come and talk to me *happy*

Why ang moh got blonde hair, tall nose, thick eyebrow, long eyelashes?

NOT FAIR!!! =(

Btw, from this, I swear to myself that I'm going to work my ass up to improve my fucking bloody ciplak English, so next time I can communicate better with the ang mohs ;)

Around 12a.m. suddenly my friend ask me go mamak shop makan

I was like ok coz the whole day I just eat 1 pinggan nasi je and that time I pun ngam ngam hungry

Then I order 1 plate of nasi goreng kambing

Oh mai goshhhh..I don't know whether I'm too hungry or what, it really taste good ;)

But after that, I felt guilty pula coz the nasi goreng too oily..aikssssss =(

Then I started la my old pattern merungut sini sana

My friend also tak boleh tahan sama I ;)

Mula2 yesterday my mood kira quite not bad

But suddenly ruined by someone >.<"

I also don’t know whats wrong with u

I just like normal wanna find u chit chat

But u just see the way u reply me =.="

Ok fine, u teach me a lesson

No matter how sweet someone talk to u before

The one might change his face for no reason

OYS lesson for today,

Don't so fast believe the sweet talk that someone talk to u before,

At the end, u might hurt yourself for don't know what reason.

别碰我

为什么上次你碰我过后，你依然沉默？

你的沉默好伤我

为什么当你在我面前，你总是让我觉得暧昧？

你的暧昧好伤我

我宁愿你没有碰过我，没有关心过我

最起码我不会胡思乱想

如果你是认真的，请告诉我

如果你不是认真的，请别再碰我了

The Day That Desperate For Money

My college timetable changed since 20th Jun 2011

Then i was semangat giler planning to attend each class earlier before the lecturer masuk

Mana tau tak sampai 1 week, my planning was ruin by today which i late to class for 30 minutes

Aikssss...planning failed >.<"

After class, then i pun go makan beef noodle with my collegemate, Melissa

The restoran is quite far away from the monorail station but worth it la coz the noodle quite good

After that, both of us tiba2 think want go find part time job

DESPERATE FOR MONEY ;)

Then we pun go Times Square and Pavillion find for the job

Overall all of the shop that we went is about FOOD ;)

Gelatomio, Gelato Fruity, Gasoline at Times Square and Baskin-Robbins at Pavillion

Hopes i won't get some fat masa kerja kat tempat2 ni XD

But the job pun entah dapat atau tidak..dapat liao baru cakap la XD

Gelatomio very gender diskriminasi leh, they said just ambil girl staff =.="

But hor, in the application form, they sana ada tulis "Mr."

Kalau tak nak ambil boy staff, jgnlah tulis "Mr."..celaka betul =P

We passes some shop that want to hire outlet manager

I told Melissa that i want go for this position

Then masa the staff there interview me what jawatan i want

I will direct say; "I WANT TO BE YOUR MANAGER"..muahahahaha =D

After siap semua benda, masa duduk dalam train,

I tiba2 felt so proud of myself leh,

I walk damn fucking far for today,

From college → monorail station → beef noodle shop → Times Square → Sg. Wang → Fahrenheit 88 → Pavillion → lrt station → ktm station

I think plus all those walking around my taman, college and shopping mall..ALL BAO LA INSIDE

I dah cover more than 10km gua for today ^.^

KEEP FIT KEEP FIT

DO RE MI FA SO LA TI TO ;)

OYS lesson for today;

If u are going to work or coming out to public

Keep yourself the best for people to see

Its a bonus if you have a nice looking when u go to find a job XD