Love Letter For Myself

Dearest myself,

This is a love letter from me to you.

I love you more than you know

Life is perfect when you are with me

You are so important to me.

Whenever you feel down, I will sing for you and lend you my shoulder

Whenever you feel lonely, I will always hold you tight in my arms

Whenever you feel happy, I will always laugh with you

Please allow my right hand to hold your left hand.

I'm willing to become your eyes and capture all beautiful things for you to see

I'm willing to become your hands and do anything that are good for you

I'm willing to become your legs so that I can bring you go wherever you want to go

You are my companion forever.

I will keep you warm tonight and everynight

I will try my best to make you look nice before the time take away your young

I will travel as far as I can with you before I die

I'm so happy that I found you.

I love you, I will kiss your wound when you being burt by someone

I love you, I will take good care of you so that you are always filled with love and hope

I love you, I will keep myself healthy so that I can take care you forever

You are my reason and inspiration to live.

I'm willing to commit myself for you

Even there's no other else, I'm always with you

Even death can't make us apart, you are always inside my heart.

Dearest Oon Yong Soon,

I love you,

One life, one love,

And you are the one ❤

I ❤YOU

13/9/2011

Today very happieeeeeee ;)

Sleep until 10.30a.m. wake up

Then go wash hair blow hair comb hair go out tapau KFC *excited*;)

I bought 1 snack plate and 1 zinger burger *oh mai gattt..delicious* XD

Go back home switch on tv and watch while eating KFC *life so perfect* XD

I know I'm keeping fit

That’s why I choose to eat during day time

After eat, rest awhile and find something to do

Want to move abit at least won't feel so guitly eating the KFC..haha ;)

Afternoon, my friend come and talk cock sing song with me

He somemore bring some food and eat in front of me

I feel like want to bang his head on the wall

Then I go do my big business in the toilet

After I come out, I saw him eating bread with a lot of choco sauce

I said: Eh, just now hor my shit is kinda same with the choco sauce on ur bread leh..pekat2 and black2 punya *evil smile*

My friend: *Look at me with a WTF face and put a lot of choco sauce then force me eat the bread*

p/s-We just chit chat only, didn't do anything further..pls don't think too much >.<"

Around 6.00p.m. like that I went jogging *yay..keep fit!!!*

Actually its kinda boring jogging alone eventhough got mp3 =(

Who want to accompany me jog laaaaaaa?

I'm boring leh jog alone..haih U_U

OYS language for today

Don't make me jealous

Because it's really hurts me

Casual study boy look *wink eyes*

8/9/2011

I don't know why suddenly I miss my secondary school life

Its kinda emo shit la

I always imagine I walk on my school's field during sunset where the leaf is falling down from the tree while the wind is blowing

Arhhhhhhhhh..such a good scene XD

The scene will be better if someone is holding my hands at the time ;)

Haihhhhhh

Time pass so fast

Its already September liao laaaaa

The end of the year is coming soon =(

Seriously, I hate time pass so bloody fast >.<

I don't want to grow up T_T

If maturity is a part of growing up

Then, I would like to stay childish forever

I scare I will lose u after growing up U_U

Today I went to donate blood..yay!!!

Actually its nothing for me to yay

But I just yay for fun only XDDDDDD

Btw, like my same old pattern

I like to playing around eventhough in blood donating place

I was queing for a small medical check up

When I heard the nurse ask the guy infront of me about his weight

I direct go to the weighing machine and weight myself eventhough the nurse didn’t ask me to do so

I got no shame..hahahahahahahaha

After that, I ask the nurse;

Me: Darah O positive ni laku ke tak? (My blood is O positive)

Nurse: Semua darah laku, tapi kalau nak cari O negative ni susah sikit la

Me: Kenapa har?

Nurse: Seluruh Malaysia ni Cuma 2% saja orang yang ada darah O negative

Me: Then apa darah yang paling banyak?

Nurse: O positive

Me: O positive banyak means O positive paling tak laku la..hahahahaha ;)

When the nurse wanted to put the needle into my blood capilary

I said, "Jangan cucuk begitu kuat..i takut sakit la"

The guy beside me laugh and said; "Mula2 tu sakit la, lepas tu ok la"

Then I said, "Tak mau la, perlahan-lahan masuk la, janganlah terburu2..nanti sakit"

After the nurse put the needle in,

I said, "Eh, tak sakit liao..kebas sikit..rasa seronok pula"

The guy just laugh and started to chit chat with me XD

I got no shame at all..hahahaha ;)

OYS language for today

Actually donating blood is not as pain as what some people said

It’s a good thing for us to donate blood as we can help to save other's life

And yea, I'm an angel..yay ;)

  The place where the nurse put the needle in

❤ I'm an angel ❤

3/9/2011

Haihhhhh

Finally can rest ady

During raya, I went back to my hometown, Teluk Intan

That time I'm superb tired+lack of sleep

Everyday also around 2 or 3a.m. only sleep

Then around 10a.m. already wake up prepare nice nice go out again

Tiring but quite happy..awwwwwwww ❤

The most happy thing is some of my friends said that I look more slim ady..haha *flips hair*

When I went back to my hometown,

Some of my friends said that I look like Korean now..wakakaka *dancing around*

Sometimes I also admit that I'm not really look like 100% pure Chinese now *perasan giler babi* ;)

But my black root hair is coming out ;(

I don't know whether I should dye it or just let it grow U_U

Sometimes I miss my black hair but sometimes I wish that my hair got abit of colour >.<

My friend's mum told me that dye too much hair will make white hair grow faster

Oh mai gattttt..I don't know what should I do now T_T

my lovely black hair is saying hello to me ;)

*ignore my noob face plssss*

I started to jogging recently

About 3 times per week

Hope that I can lose around 8-10kg within 2 months

I want slim laaaaaaaa A_A

I don't want fat laaaaaaaa U_U

But but but………

Yesterday I bought a packet of curry fish head and ate 3 plates of rice =.=

I'm commiting suicide T_T

The curry fish head super duper nice laaaaaaaa..oh mai gattttt Y_Y

Seriously, give me another 2 months and I will prove that I'm going to slim again

Believe me believe me believe me ;)

Thankiewwwwww ❤

Korean or Chinese? XD

22/8/2011

Tired tired tired

Yesterday playing around till 5a.m, only go sleep

Then today around 10.30a.m. already wake up

I think its already a few years I didn't get a healthy sleep from 10p.m. to 7a.m.

Haihhhhhhhh >.<

Today I also don't know funny or unlucky

I went to public toilet to pee

Normally I like the toilet that can close door

Coz I feel like having more privacy..LOL

I don't really comfortable standing outside and pee in the urinal

But there's a guy inside the toilet, maybe poo-ing

So, I wait outside

There's a lady standing outside also, maybe waiting for toilet too

I didn't talk or see her

But I sense that the lady keep on staring at me

I was like so uncomfortable

Then I curi-curi see her

She keep on staring at my dick..WTF =.=

I didn't do anything coz I'm shy to say it out

I react like nothing happen and continue pressing my phone

But the lady keep on staring at me especially my dick part >.<

I'm like WTF face and walk away finding other toilet

I being raped by her eyes T_T

Yesterday I went to watch Final Destination 5 ady..hahahahaha XD

Very nice and doesn't make me dissappointed ;)

Time faster pass abit

I'm waiting for the next episode ;)

I love someone hugging me ;)

I want a human bolster ;)

❤~~~I miss you~~~❤

18/8/2011

This week basically I'm a failure loser again

Because actually this week is my mocks exam week

What is mocks?

Its lebih kurang like percubaan

Ok, why I'm so failure?

Overall I should take 6 papers

English Literature (2 papers), Law (2 papers), Business Studies (2 papers)

But I just done 2 papers only (English Literature Paper 1 and Business Studies Paper 1)

The other papers I didn’t do..haha

Why leh?

On Wednesday got 3 papers altogether, but I didn't go..LOL

For the last paper (Business Studies Paper 2),

I just went into the exam hall for like 15 minutes to see the question paper

After that I found that I don't know how to do

Then I direct went out from the hall

Such a loser..LOL

Today basically I just eat sleep and watch drama only

Just now take an afternoon sleep

And I set my alarm at 5.30pm

Coz I want go for jogging

But I don't know why I sleep until 6.40pm only wake up

Means that the alarm already rang for more than 1 hour only I wake up

What kind of person I'm? LOL

Next week raya holiday

But I only got 3 days holiday

Sedangkan my friends semua got at least 1 week holidays

My college holiday pun mau kedekut T_T

I'm going back my hometown……Teluk Intan

I'm going to use the 2 or 3 days to eat…..

Char keow teow, chee cheong fun, mee rebus, laksa, mua chi, soya bean, nasi kandar, heoh peah, char seow pao, dai bao, lor mai kai, popiah salad, chicken rice, wantan mee, mee+mee hoon goreng, bak kut teh........………

Fat die me XD

OYS language for today;

Only I can make you jealous,

You cannot make me jealous,

This is the law of my nature ;)

eh~answer my plssssss ;)

13/8/2011

Its been around 10 days I didn't update this blog

I'm busy this few days

Busy studying coz exam is next week

Busy playing, busy hang out, busy keep fit ;)

I hang out too much recently+randomly eat and drink+late sleep

Finally I'm sick on Monday (8.8.2011)

But eventhough I'm sick, I keep on hang out and sleep late

Makes my flu and sorethroat until now still didn't recover yet =.=

Recently got an uncle keep on ask me hang out with him

I was like ok if just go shopping, jalan2 or dinner with him

But the worst is he ask me to sleep with him too

Hell no of course for those big tummy oily skin uncle =.=

I said I can take him to Petaling Street or Chow Kit if he really so "desperate"..LOL ;)

A few days ago,

I finally can't stand with my little fan coz I didn't wash it for so long and it is full of dust

Then I open it up and wash it

After that, I realise that I don't know how to pasang balik =.=

Tau buka, tak tau pasang >.<

I had return all those KH skills back to my teachers ;)

At last I have to ask my uncle to help me pasang~LOL

this is the fan that I mention ;)

Recently I'm so attracted to Final Destination movie series

I heard these movie long time ago but I didn't really go watch it

Coz last time I used to think that its mainly about those science related movie that damn boring for me

But after I saw the trailer a few week ago in the cinema

I was like woooooh…

And started to find the episode 1,2,3 and 4 of these movie

It was so awesome coz its really my glass of milkshake ;)

I love those horror crazy bloody movie where bloods pour everywhere

I know I'm quite damn sick XD

Time pass faster abit can ah?

I'm waiting for Final Destination 5 to out in the cinema ;)