28/8/2012

I'm regret that I ate bak kut teh too much with my friends yesterday

As you all know, everything inside bak kut teh are fat except for the green vegetables

No no no, the vegetables are fat also because the soup already goes inside it

I know most of you sure says that, "You know its fat, then why you still eat?"

And for those who eat with me yesterday, I know they'll think that, "Yea, somemore eat so much"

Because………..ITS SUPER NICE!!!

How can you ask me not to eat when there's a delicious food in front of me

I'm normal human

Btw, I can't show you how nice is the food because I'm too busy eating

I forget to take pics :P

Next time la maybe :P

Sometimes when I walked by around KL city and see lots of white peoples with big big big bag walking around

I'm wonder what actually inside their bag coz it's real big, even a 10 year old kid is smaller

And I also feel that its kinda stupid to carry such a big bag and walking around when they can actually put those stuff inside the hotel

Maybe they eat too full nothing to do, want find something to do gua…

I used to think like that last time..

But now, I feel that its quite interesting

There's a person told me that, white peoples do that its not because they like to carry stuff

Its because they're those happy-lucky-go person

Which means that they can travel anywhere in anytime

I remembered he told me that, some teenagers in western country

After they finish their high school, and I assume that high school is equal to secondary school in Malaysia

They will take whatever amount of money that they have and start travel to other country

Some of them will go alone

And I know that certain peoples, especially Asian Chinese will thinks that they're crazy coz they travel to other country ALONE

That will be a very boring journey..

Up to certain circumstances, yes

But sometimes travel alone is happier and you can learn more actually instead of travel in groups

One of the examples is you can go everywhere that you like

I would like to try to go to other country alone someday and sees what can I get there

I don't know why there's a mind set in most Asian Chinese that you must have companion when you're going to somewhere

When you got no companion, you shall not go anywhere

These type of person will not grow up as they can't stand independantly

Maybe some of them will say that, "I can't do it alone because I've never doing that thing before, I need a companion so that I will not get lost"

For those who loves to see porn should be a good friend of these peoples

Why???

Because they need a companion when they're doing new things

Which means that during their first sex, they will need a companion too

So you will have a live porn for you to see instead of those boring and over reacted Japanese or Korean porn, where the girls scream and act cute for no reasons.

I want to share one random thing that comes to my mind

I have to say this first, I'm not pervert

As we know that each and every country have their own culture

To be positive, we should go and learn it by communicate with the locals and bla bla bla

But to be fast and efficient……………

Just go and grab a local people and have sex with them…LOL

And you can know everything about them such as how they look like and etc

Again, I'm not pervert

This came to my mind very randomly :P

I want to ask, Do you actually visit my page constantly just to see whether I've updated it???

Because I do go and check your page just to see how are you doing recently

I know that I'M AN AWESOME STALKER :P

This is how a stalker looks like xP

13/8/2012

13th August 2012

Which means that I'm officially 19 years and 4 months old

How come the time passes by so fast *crying*

In this 4 months, I meet with quite a numbers of peoples

Some of them I'm quite interested to know them more

Because they're so funny and mysterious until I want to explore them more

And some of them, hmmmm…better not!!!

Because they're so annoying and terrible until I want to run away

Hahahahaha :D

Anyway, its not a bad thing

At least I learnt how to deal with that kind of peoples in future

Kinda positive minded right??? *I'm an optimist*

For your information,

I worked in Giordano before this

Good things and bad things happened

I'm not going to talk about bad things because I'm an optimist :P

One of the funniest things happened to me in Giordano is that, some customers think that I'm Vietnamese.

Why this happened???

Ok, one day I'm standing gorgeously inside the shop doing nothing because there's no customer

Then a group of tourists stand outside the shop and look at me

I'm so awkward and scare in the same time

I scare that they're going to kidnap me and sell me to other country and kill me there and sell my organ to make money :'(

But luckily they didn't

One of them walk towards me and talked to me in Vietnamese language

I was like, "hmmmmmmmm..what the fuck are you talking about", and of course I didn't say this out, I need to keep my image good

Hahahahaha :D

I told him that I don't understand and he asked me whether I'm Vietnamese

I said no, he's so awkward and said that I look like a Vietnamese Chinese..LOL :D

I know now most of you think that which part of me look like a Vietnamese

How I know, you all should ask him :P

Anyway….Vietnamese is soooooo nice

Even though I don't know them

But we still manage to chat for quite a long time while they're waiting for their friends inside the fitting room

I learnt something about Vietnam and I'm quite interested to go there one day

I guess I don't need to bring along any documents with me when I'm going out in Vietnam

Because they said that I look like a Chinese over there

Maybe if I can speak their language well, no one will know that I'm from Malaysia.

An ancient picture, my Facebook friend says that I look like a Vietnam gigolo here ://///

And one more happy thing is that I lost some weigh while working in Giordano.

I guess around 3kgs???

But since after I stopped my work there, I gained them back :'(

Ok, I accept the facts that life is not always constant

When you lose something, you will gain back something

I'm optimist :P

To prove that I didn't tell lies, I really worked there xP

I found that among all my blog posts, the most popular post that always viewed by others is Underage boy's prostitution

And I think the last visitor for this post is around 10 or 15 minutes ago xD

I don't know why, maybe because most peoples that visit my blog are horny???

Ok, I should change the words, maybe they're more interested in something related to sex???

Hahahahahahaha..

I know I know, nothing much different with the statements above

But who in this world likes to be called horny

Anyway before this, the blog post is in rojak language

Which means that I combined a lot of languages inside it :P

I'm Malaysian :D

After that I found that most of peoples who visited this post are not Malaysian

They might not understand what I'm writing about

At first they might be so interesting to know what's the story about

Then they started to read it and 3 seconds later they found some random words that is not English

After that they might be like, "What the fuck is this blogger writing about?!!!"

And they will be upset because they didn't know how's the story goes

As a responsible blogger, I had translated all those rojak languages into English

Even though there are lots of grammar mistake, I guess..hahaha :D

But as long as you get my point, that's enough.

This is my blog, not English Language exam papers.

The face of an optimist :)))))

I'm back!!!

Hey…. :)

I'm back!!!

I know I've been MIA for 2 and half months, I'm so sorry but if only you care about this :P

Why I'm missing??? I'm working lorhhhh :P

I know some of you might says that, What kind of big business are you doing until you're so busy???

To answer that question, I do have free times but I'm lazy lorhhhh, I prefer to wear my ugly pyjamas and hug my bolster and sit in front of lappy watching Hong Kong drama :P

Alright, there's too many things happened in this 2 and half months. Some are happy and some are not. Anyway, currently I'm happy and satisfy with my life :)

I'm blank now.

I don't know what to write.

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You told me that you're waiting for me to find you

And do you know that I'm doing the same thing too???

I feel that I'm quite interested to explore the Philippines now

Hmmmmm..

Maybe I shouldn't take this so seriously.

Ok, nothing's inside my head now.

Buhhhh byeeee and good luck!!!

I'm narcissist :P

24/5/2012

Today is the day for my Business Studies Paper 2 examination

Yesterday whole night I didn't sleep

Ok, most of you sure will think that I burned midnight oil and studied like hell

But the answer is I didn't study at all coz I'm watching Taiwan variety shows until 4.30a.m.  and then only start pick up the books and study until 6.00a.m.

Hahahahahahahaha..I know this is very terrible

While the others are studying, I'm watching shows and only studied for 1 hour 30 minutes :P

Cannot blame me leh, blame the variety shows why they're so interesting until I can't get my ass off from the computer :P

But in today's exam, I'm quite satisfy

QUITE only, not VERY

I know that if I'm working my ass up to study instead of watching something that is not related to the exam, I can do even better

But I already did my best to stop watching those shows at 4.30a.m. and pick up books to study

That's the best I can do..hahahahahahahahaha :P

I already decided that I'm not going to study oversea even though this is my biggest dream ever

I always wanted to study in a foreign country where I'm surrounded by a lot of peoples from the other country, just like in those dramas

But reality is always a reality

First of all, I have my own house here and if I'm going to study abroad, I might need to rent a room or maybe share the room with a roommate

This is definitely not what I want because if I'm sharing a room with others, I will totally lose my private life and everything that I do will be seen by the roommate.

For example, if I want to sleep early and the roommate doesn't want to sleep that early, then this might disturb me sleeping coz I prefer to sleep with the lights off.

Besides, when I want to watch porn and masturbate, it will be very troublesome for me because the roommate is there. I might have to take my laptop into the toilet and this will definitely spoil my mood

Unless my roommate is gay then he might gives me a blowjob or having sex with me then its different story la..hahahahahahaha :D

I will have to kinda "rely" on the house owner in which I will totally lose my freedom

I like to sing and shout in home and I will definitely can't do these there

And I also can't bring friends home whenever I like

The other thing is I have my own car here and I can travel wherever and whenever I like

If I'm studying oversea, for sure I can't bring my car together, so I have to rely on public transportation which is also very troublesome for me because I dislike waiting

And there's limitation on the time and location that I can to travel because public transportation will not cover all places and will not available for me 24/7

Money is also a problem for me as the currencies are different

My friend who did went to oversea and study told me that I need to prepare at least RM5k per month for daily expenses excludes rent

RM5k per month is already enough for me to enjoy my life as a little prince in here

If I'm can live freely like a little prince in my own country, what for I want to suffer myself in foreign country?

And of course the someone of mine is still staying here, so I'm not willing to go yet ❤

However, going to oversea and live there is always my dream

But I'm not going to make it real during my study time

I will acchieve this step by step

I have to get my law degree first

And then I will start working and keeping money

If I got enough money and experiences in my career

I can easily apply to work in oversea and hence stay there

By this, I will not suffer that much

Because as a lawyer, my salary will not low

I can provide a better life for myself there.

Oh yea, forget to mention that my keep fit plan is officially started AGAIN by today

I know many of you had listen to this for like 934893487 times

Actually I do lose some weight a few weeks ago

But I gain back those weight fml :'(

See laaaa, I cannot let myself to relax even a bit

If I do, I will gain back all those weight that I lost easily

Idk why but this is not fair coz some peoples eat a lot like gorilla everyday

And yet they are still good in shape

But I'm totally different, I eat a little bit extra and then the weight will back to visit me again :'(
I guess I have to work real hard to slim down :(

Anyway, Good Luck :)

I love driving at night because I love to see the changes of the city lights :)

17/5/2012

Its 17 May 2012 already

Which means that I'm officially 19 years and 1 month old

Fuck the world, how come the time can pass so fast one

I really can't believe 1 month passed by like that only

It just like eating, sleeping, shitting and the time gone :/

And I really can't and don't want to imagine that 11 months more I'm going to be 20 years old wtf!!! :'(

Last time when I'm still below 18y/o and still living in my hometown and still got a little bit orang kampung minded

I used to think that education is everything in our life if we want to success

After kintergarden we must go to primary school and then secondary school

And we must get a straight A's in SPM and after that, we have to get our ass up IMMEDIATELY and find a college or university and continue our tertiary education

The battle is still haven't ended yet, we have to work really hard and go to oversea and continue study

Then we must study hard in oversea and get a first class results

Finally graduated and IMMEDIATELY get a white collar job and earn a lot of money

All these have to be in continue form, cannot stop, 1 year also cannot!!!

This is what I used to think before this

But when I came to KL last year, I saw a lot of new things that I will never experience in my hometown

I started to ask myself, if I do what I used to think, doesn't that will make me very tired?

Doesn't that will make me lose the opportunities to enjoy my young times, my teenager times?

And the answer that I give myself is a YES!!!

I started to realise that in order to success in life, there's not a MUST to only rely on education

Certain people can still success and earn a lot of money without education but of course they need opportunities and talents.

When the other people is enjoying with their friends outside there, I'm still facing the books and study for the exam in order to get the best certificate in education

When the other people is enjoying with their love, I'm still giving the same bullshit reason that I have to concentrate on study and only will start a relationship after I had success

I started to realise that when the time had passed, it won't come back

When I'm 30y/o, I won't enjoy as crazy as I will when I'm 18y/o

But I can still manage to study what I can study when I'm 18y/o in the age of 30y/o

My lecturer once told me,

Why we have to rush rush and rush until we lose a lot of beautiful things?

Why don't we slow down our steps and enjoy as much as possible when we're still young?

Most Asian, especially Chinese, they're very kia su (scare to lose)

They like to do anything and everything in one time

I admit that I'm one of them too BUT only in previous, not now.

Going to UK and study is always my dream

But I have to bow to the reality that its not easy to get it

Its need a solid determination which I think I don't have because I still want to enjoy my young times

And its very expensive to go there too

One of my friend who studied in UK told me that he needs 1k pound per month for daily expenses only and this still haven’t includes the rent

This means that I need at least RM5k per month in order to survive in UK

I know most of people will said;

"There's a thing called scholarship and you can work part-time there"

I said;

"I still want to enjoy teenager times and I don't have that much time to study everyday. I don't want to rush like hell when at the end I'm still reaching the same destination."

I know its kinda stupid to think like this but I'm sure that I will not be happy if I wasted my young times just on education

So I decide that I will still study but not as hardcore as I used to be last time

I will slow down my steps and perhaps take a short break from study

Then go to work and expand my social circle and enjoy my times with friends

And continue to study when I feel that its time for me to pick the books up again

I only young once, when the time had gone, it won't come back.

Good luck ❤

2/5/2012

Harlooooo, long time no see
I had been stopped posting blog for more then 1 month

Because a lot of things happen recently until I also don't know what actually is happening

But one of it is my exam is coming soon fuck the world

And its on next Wednesday fuck the world again

My preparation for the exam is quite slow

Like a tortoise :'(

Last time I used to say I want to study 1 or 2 hours per day but its failed

I have to admit that I'm a lazy bum bum that like to delay things

I also don't know why >.<

This exam will last for 1 month and 5 days

Which means that after this 1 month and 5 days

I'm going to be freeeeeee..yayyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!

And I will have a 3 months holiday before my degree starts..yayyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!

But actually I have an idea in my mind that I would like to take a 1 year break before I start my 3 years degree

Coz I'm really tired of study

After kintergarden I direct goes to primary school and then secondary school

My SPM examination ended on December 2010

Then I started my A-Level in January 2011

Which means that I only take a break less than 1 month

I'm getting tired

I know most of the peoples who know me will say, "WTF?!!! You doesn't really go to class everyday and you said you're tired of study"

Ok, I can't deny this and I also know about this

But I'm really tired of study

No motivation at all

Perhaps maybe I will use this 1 year break go out working and know more friends without any study pressures

And relax myself

I know this is kinda stupid

My friend had scolded me on this too

But………..I don't know laaaaaaa

After the 3 months holiday only decide how :)

When a person getting older, automatically their stamina will decreasing like aeroplane tarak minyak and drop into the sea

Last time when I'm younger I can study at least 8-10 chapters  in a day

Sometimes more than that

But now, cannot ady

The most is up to 3 chapters

I don't know whether because I'm getting older or I lost my motivation on study

Seriously………I DON'T KNOW :'(

Harrrr??? What??? How old am I???

Oh, I'm in sweet 19y/o

What do you mean by WTF?!!! You're only 19y/o and you say that you're getting old

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

But last year I used to be sweet 18y/o but now I'm sweet 19y/o

Older also what :P

Ok, I'm going to stop here

Remember to follow my blog eventhough I'm not updating it as frequent as I used to be last time

Coz I'm getting older and my stamina is decreasing :P

Good luck ❤

My sex dream

This is going to be a little bit 18x post

So if you're still a little children with a superb innocent mind *ahemmm…like me*

Please don't read, but I know you will still read coz human always like to do something that they shouldn't do AND no one can resist 18x stuff =P

So, enjoy!!!

I had 2 dream continuosly the same and its about SEX last night

And the one who had sex with me is one of my friend, WTF!!! =.="

Don't ask me why coz I also don't know =P

First dream, I was going to find my friend, ABC, who is going to be my sex partner in that dream

After that, I went to ABC's room and found that nobody there

Then I sit down and rest

Suddenly ABC appear don't know from where with no clothes, I mean really that no clothes at all

Then start all those romance romance stuff, just romance!!!

Haven't start to have sex yet

Then I woke up!!! I know its quite potong stim =.="

After that I feel I'm like a pervert, why the fuck I can have a dream like this and the one is my friend somemore

Ok, then I lie down and hug my bolster tight tight and sleep again.

Second dream, in this dream, no more all that romance romance stuff

This time direct to the sex part

Both of us are doing all that you-know-what

And without condom somemore, WTF!!!

We did that for quite a long time but I forget about the time

Haiya, normally happy hours is passing like a rocket

Hahahahahahahahahahahaha

After finish the you-know-what, both of us lie on the bed and hug hug kiss kiss each other

And finally I woke up!!! =/

Nah nah nah, I warned you in the beginning of this post that this is going to be a little bit 18x

You're the one that want to scroll down and read

So don't blame me on writing disgusting stuff

Blame yourself!!! Who ask you so horny?!!

Last time I heard from others that when you dream someone when you're sleeping

That means the someone is missing you or thinking about you

Oi, is that means YOU always think to have sex with me?!!

You don't think I don't know!!!

Now Mr. Dream tell me already =P

Ok la, maybe next time when I meet with ABC in real life

I guess I'm going to be slutty a little bit

Hey hey hey, don't think so much!!!

I just want to test whether ABC got think to have sex with me or not

If yes, means that the theory is correct

If no, means that the thory is a bullshit created by old people to bluff youngster make them syok sendiri =P

Maybe some peoples will say that, "Eh common sense also know its not true la, don't so superstitious can or not?"

But you know what?

Little children always have a very innocent mind

They always believe interesting facts told by others

What do you mean by, OMG you dreamt about this and you say you're innocent?!!

I can't control my dream ok?!!

But that doesn't mean I'm not innocent

I'm still a little innocent angel baby prince boy!!!

Next time I'm going to ask ABC this question =P